I'm at a loss of words.
Although the above describes the present perfectly, it is also one of the excuses for my nearly complete absence from blogosphere ever since I returned. I'm just tired of the computer and the web for one(and hostel speeds don't provide any encouragement to someone accustomed to Sweden speeds) and secondly I have been feeling stifled, lost, frustrated and a little dazed all the time so I never felt any zeal to pour out words out of me in any form whatoever. No blogs, no diary, no creative writing, and almost no heart-to-heart talks. But don't think this is because I miss Sweden or hate being back or something. Sweden is thankfully over for good, and I do love IIT a lot.
But now I really hate myself. And I don't think this is like my short-lived old modes which came regularly and disappeared with a kind word and a few smiles. I had been feeling the draining of energy, enthusiasm, worth and confidence out of me for a few days, and tonight it seems the drainage is complete. I think I'd survive though...something tonight told me I neither have a right to live nor die. I can see the mirror now, and I'm not really proud of my reflection any more.
Everybody hurts. Sometimes. Hold on? What for?
duh uh.
It's gonna rain, and it won't be wet.
Although the above describes the present perfectly, it is also one of the excuses for my nearly complete absence from blogosphere ever since I returned. I'm just tired of the computer and the web for one(and hostel speeds don't provide any encouragement to someone accustomed to Sweden speeds) and secondly I have been feeling stifled, lost, frustrated and a little dazed all the time so I never felt any zeal to pour out words out of me in any form whatoever. No blogs, no diary, no creative writing, and almost no heart-to-heart talks. But don't think this is because I miss Sweden or hate being back or something. Sweden is thankfully over for good, and I do love IIT a lot.
But now I really hate myself. And I don't think this is like my short-lived old modes which came regularly and disappeared with a kind word and a few smiles. I had been feeling the draining of energy, enthusiasm, worth and confidence out of me for a few days, and tonight it seems the drainage is complete. I think I'd survive though...something tonight told me I neither have a right to live nor die. I can see the mirror now, and I'm not really proud of my reflection any more.
Everybody hurts. Sometimes. Hold on? What for?
duh uh.
It's gonna rain, and it won't be wet.
4 comments:
ur title reminded of the most beautiful song by REm with the same name "Everybody Hurts"
When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When youre sure youve had enough of this life, well hang on.
Dont let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes.
Sometimes everything is wrong. now its time to sing along.
When your day is night alone, hold on, hold on
If you feel like letting go,hold on
When you think youve had too much of this life, well hang on.
Everybody hurts. take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts. dont throw your hand. oh, no. dont throw your hand.
If you feel like youre alone, no, no, no, you are not alone
If youre on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
When you think youve had too much of this life to hang on.
Well, everybody hurts sometimes,
Everybody cries. and everybody hurts sometimes.
And everybody hurts sometimes. so, hold on, hold on.
everybody hurts. you are not alone.
do try to listen to the song
(Well everybody seems to b in music mode)
Change your heart
Look around you
Change your heart
Will astound you
I need your lovin'
Like the sunshine
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
SO HOLD ON. :)
What for? For us, you silly girl.
It did really rain.
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