Getting back

I'm back, to my country, my world, my IIT.
Everything is familiar again, yet not so really.
Things have changed, people have changed.
Or maybe, it is just me...
The good old frustrations rained together
To announce my arrival back to their mercy
Till I relearnt handling them once again
Just like the old me.
Did it ever happen, I ask myself?
Surreal is the word my friend
I feel time-warped, thrown around in past and future
Without a beginning or end...
Wishes desires wants and needs
Most stay unfulfilled or denied
Yet my eyes are finally not sore
Content bliss has replaced my plight
Yes I'm back, but is this me
Sort of hard to understand
The new yr has brought newer eqns
Don't know where do I now stand....