Thursday, April 10, 2008

Peckish

I'm feeling irritable and cranky, whiny and sulky, indifferent and angry and there's no one close I can talk to tonight, or even want to. I'm basically tired (stupid course stupid trip to Sonia Vihar water treatment plant (eh) with stupid second yrites), and there's still so much to do and the confusion in my head just makes it worse. So what do I do? Sleep, I guess. And whine to the world (ty blog. Oh btw, my blog's 3 yrs old...yeyy!) And hug the pillow.

Damn, it doesn't hug back.

Fair too, I guess, for eventually in this journey of life we are all alone, absoluetely alone, and that's how we ought to be.

Note to myself: Shut uppppppp.

Note to world: Make fun of me at own expense.

14 comments:

vibhav said...

You're whining way too less. You must write volumes of whine - lofty and rebellious whine - for it to be any use. And don't even label it whine, label it truth.

Phoenix said...

Thats YOUR style, besides I'm too lazy to want to do anything abhi, nt even crib.

vibhav said...

Then I envy your situation.

Pooja said...

we both wrote about our pillows in our latest blogposts

strange coincidence :)

whining, i've found is sometimes a good way to cure its causes

Anonymous said...

Go ahead and whine away to glory at least it will help to unleash the frustration inside..:)

Chakoli said...

Yups...thats so true...u always need to be alone.... no matter what....

Bitter but still TRUE!!!!

Anonymous said...

sonia vihar must be a stinking place...

ruSh.Me said...

I guess, this feeling of being miserable will just go away...!! With time....
err..
may be a long time...like say, couple of hours, in ur dreams...
after more than a couple of hours, when you wake..
may be next day..when ur writing the next post...
next week, when u have another assignment..
may be after months....when ur roaming around shopping...
may be after an year....when u have moved ahead in IIT!!
May be after years, when ur settled i a nice job and ur parents are finding an equally-nicely-settled groom for you...
May be after more year, when ur changing the nappy of one kid and scolding the other to sit n study....

Sigh....
May be Never!!!
:((

p.s.Just ignore all the rambling.... My boss is not in yet....so i just have to write.. :D

Vik said...

Note to thyself: Cheer up! :)

Note to world: It can be so very expensive, at times. Just make sure you've earned enough credits. Even if you've, don't exhaust them with an indiscriminate use. You'll get better opportunities later. Look for a sustainable fun, like sustainable economic development :P :)

Anonymous said...

Wait for the achchha time

Phoenix said...

[vibhav]
Be my guest.

[pooja]
I couldnt even whine properly. And EVERYBODY simply loses temper on u when u r whiny and it gets worse :( Poor pillow!

[anu]
Cant even do that....not happening

Phoenix said...

[chakoli]
Truth isnt always attractive, maybe thats why we run after illusions so much...

[burf]
Utni buri bhi nahi thi, but it was hot, I was with random people and I was absolutely not interested. Plus I had not eaten all day

[rush me]
You dont make it sound good at all.....this maybe is such a powerful word!

Phoenix said...

[vik]
That sounded like really experienced advice!! I'm surprised....
But anyhow, I quite see thru ur idea of cautious sustainable fun..
good job.

[akshay]
Waiting./...time is achha waise...crankiness is temporary

vibhav said...

Thanks. And congrats to your blog about the three years :)