Found this in an unfinished story I must have written sometime.
The excerpt made me realize a basic fact:
People never really forgive some things, especially themselves. That's the doing of our conscience.
People also never really forget most things. That's the doing of our sub-conscience.
I just don't think I can ever get over you.
We've come across a long way, a long long way, yet there are moments where I suddenly feel as if we were back there in those moments, as if nothing ever changed. I know it's silly, but just in those fleeting moments, I feel as though I'm still living in that moment with you...the moment which I guess I never let go of. Just like I never really let go of you.
It's easy to say; words, what are they, one can say any damn thing and make it acquire any damn meaning if one wants, but just saying doesn't make anything happen. It was easy to say what I said about moving on. But I just don't think I can ever get over you. And I know I should, I must, for the sake of my today and tomorrow. Where are you today...who, what are you...I don't know anyway. And I don't wish to. It's just the you of that one moment that I haven't let go of, that I can't get over. There's nothing else other than that. Just a small empty feeling that occasionally surfaces to remind me it exists.
The excerpt made me realize a basic fact:
People never really forgive some things, especially themselves. That's the doing of our conscience.
People also never really forget most things. That's the doing of our sub-conscience.
14 comments:
Nahiiiii.....itne fighter funde!!
I praise the feelings....I stand by the words you wrote...n yeah u should,u must get over for your today n tomorrow'
Finish it. Please.
The excerpt also made me realize another basic fact:
Boy you really must have had a die-hard crush on somebody during your school days...
:-))
I smile and move on!
this is beautiful :)
PS: I cannot believe that piece or the inspiration behind it is completely fictional,
Hey, what use is realizing facts through stories? Does it help? Is it more interesting than the stories? Stories and more stories and just stories!
the post is met with silence again.
[akshay]
Theek hai, mat pad.
Exam mein nahi ayenge!
[passionate]
Thanks. :)
[Tapasya]
Too tough. Some stories are destined to be incomplete.
[illusionaire]
Unfortunately I didn't. I've had just one unending crush, if u may call it so, ever in my life, and I still keep falling in love with him over n over. :P
Wrote the excerpt not that long back anyway.
[metallica bhakt]
Good for you, really! :)
[anand]
Nobody ever believes my fiction to be fiction...hehe
Thanks
[vibhav]
It helps, and it is anyway involuntary..as in you can realise facts from anything, anywhere..and all the time..stories, incidents...just one of those things! You want more stories...plain no-moral stories?
[justso]
Ah well.
Now that is real profound! I agree about not being able to completely get over past relationships. I still stalk old boyfriends online sometimes :)
the realisation of not being able to supress and the fact that u realize that suppression happening all day is very painful but very important, helps in purgation...
tc.
If there were a term like 'culpritized', we'd use it most frequently for 'People'.
[never mind]
Hehe...nobody can ever un-love, you know.
[oceanic mirages]
I dont know if it helps purging, but the consciousness of the process is a good thing, it sorta accelerates watever good was going to come out of it.
[vik]
don;t think so, because most probably it would be a usage too redundant to show up anywhere other than oxymorons.
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