Saturday, October 18, 2008

Some nights...

...I wish I could just disappear.
Cleanly, soundlessly, as if I never ever existed
.

10 comments:

I Me Myself said...

why nights? with me..this happens in phases.. the "why me" phase, the "i don't care a shit abt this world" phase, etc etc...

Diptanshu said...

And some days, you wish that you were everywhere, doing everything you ever desired to do. And you thank god you were there.

vibhav said...

Some wish! Wait for me to invent a time machine :Pv

One more blogger said...

same pinch :(

Kunal said...

well....is it the first time you are feeling so? If yes, its fine. It happens. But, if it a persistent wish that you dream every other night, gosh, something is not right :)

Still, I will be interested, what made you think so?

Phoenix said...

[ i me myself]
I guess it's because my nights are more personal, more expressive, more demanding. Nights are when I'm more awake, more alert. And nights are when hidden pain finds the refuge of darkness to step out in. Away from the bright shadow of pretence.

[diptanshu]
But it doesnt happen. Kitna bhi karo, kam pad hi jata hai.

[vibhav]
Waiting, earnestly.

Phoenix said...

[geetika]
Awww

[kunnu]
What is a question that will take a book to write and yet not be answered. Not the first time for sure, I'd probably gladly take it anytime if someone offered that wish, but some nights, it's all I can hope for.

Pavitra said...

Really

Metallica bhakt! said...

At times I wish I had the Mr.India ka watch!! would have been able to avoid so many situations!! ;)

Phoenix said...

[prude]
Question or agreement?

[metallica bhakt]
:)
Only difference is I dont wanna return.