Friday, August 06, 2010

Too serious? :)

It's a small world.

Life - I can't decide whether it's long or short, opinions flip flop on that one - but life is reasonably long to make us forget a large part of it, as it happens. We get over most of it easily.

Some, of course, we like to hold on to. In tinted, hazed versions. In pictures, boxes and words. In stories we remember every time it rains, or cry to in the darkness of nights.

But since it is a small world, and as I said, life is reasonably long on an average day, sometimes we run into figments of our own life that we had forgotten, lost or gotten over. Bang, they're right there in front of us. Those people, those places. Those pictures, boxes or words. Stories we half-remember. They tend to take us down nostalgic lanes, mostly hopping over things we have held on to, and sometimes revealing forgotten milestones that surprise us -pleasantly or unpleasantly.

I do not know if this ever happened to any of you.
"Hey I knew this person... I spent a good year sharing all my secrets with her, crying over her shoulder and hiding behind her to avoid getting caught for my pranks. What happened? Why don't I remember why we got over each other?"
"Ah! I don't remember ever drawing these things. God, how silly was I. Why did I ever stop?"

"This place looks familiar, and still doesn't. I know I spent years jumping around these halls, but.."
Of course, you move on. Things lose relevance quickly. That's relatively speaking. At that moment, the pace of time is slow enough to make it feel like the entire universe, or the biggest tragedy in the country upon a human being - as the case maybe. Things feel different when they happen to you, I guess. The funny part is, once time has passed, we get over them so quickly that it's easy to be distant and forgetful, even more than if it were to happen now to a stranger in front of us.

And of course, this holds for about 95% of the people we meet and 98% of the events we live through.

It's amusing how seriously we take life still!!

I wonder if this will happen to this blog, say, 10 yrs from now. Would I care so much? Would it exist? Would I remember? Who knows...

But the archives will always state that here, in the 600th published post on this page, I acknowledged that in the roller coaster of life - hopefully, not a long one - these archives would have their own special place. :)

Cheers!

13 comments:

Ted said...

You know the answer. Do you still remember or care about "your crazy home" ? Its been 5 years ...

Kunal said...

600!! Congratulations.
'hese archives would have their own special place'. Good One. and Good Luck. :)

Phoenix said...

I haven't forgotten it actually. I often go back and read through some of the posts and comments. It's there, and maybe this blog wouldn't have existed had that one still been active. There are still a few people who used to read that and still read this, including you. Still, The blog was shut down for a reason relevant at that time. The amusing part is the reasons may not be relevant now, 5 years later, but I'd like to respect it and preserve it like it is. This blog has its own space.

Phoenix said...

[kunnu]
Thank you. Yes, 600. The last 100 took its own sweet time coming, but nevertheless, it is worth something, to me :)

Metallica bhakt! said...

I agree!! The only reason I still blog!

Vik said...

If they ever tell my story let them say that I walked with giants. Let them say I lived in the time of Phoenix, the one words couldn't fully contain. Let them say I lived in the time of envisager, the little bit of everything.

:P :P

Phoenix said...

[metallica bhakt]
I sincerely hoped you'd have better reasons too :)

[Vik]
:P
Well, if they ever morph into a Lord of the Crappy-Words, sure, that reference is yours. :) Otherwise, well, they will tell the story of an introvert, sometimes blurting out, sometimes pulling my leg and always lurking in the background.
The indispensable.

Divesh said...

@vik, phoenix

I'd be ready to give quite a bit to be made witty enough to write comments like those..

These story tellers will indeed have a huge task at hand, btw :D

vibhav said...

Moving on seems to be the way. As somebody said - "This never happened. It will shock you how much it didn't happen."

But I wouldn't like that happening with this blog. What is more incredible than your having written 600 posts is that there are people who've read all of the 600 posts. And I'm one of them. Thanks for all the words. Keep writing.

(ps: Co-incidence! My next post would be my 200th, I'm catching up. Almost there :D)

Arpz said...

the 95% of the people and th 98% of the events lived through is made painful due to the 5 & 2 other percent ....

(I know, im back to being pessimistic)

Phoenix said...

[divesh]

Well, I'd like to get training from Vik myself :)

[vibhav]
:) Seriously! It's really incredible - what would I have done without you. And Vik. And the few others who've hung around since forever. Don't ever stop ok?! :)
200! Yey! Given that you write so much better, and 4 out of 5 posts I write are completely crappy, I'm only at say 120 posts odd. You're ahead! :) Partyyy!

[Arpz]
Aww, sweets, cheer up. I swear if I were your child I'd kick you in the belly all day for being so sullen :P

Vik said...

[Phoenix]
:) Indispensable! :) :)

[Divesh]
'Troy' ka dialog tha re.. suitably altered. :D Post ka last para padh ke wo hi yaad aaya! :)

Prasad Narulkar said...

thats the best part...wen blogging...you are actually 'writing' down your life...somethin to get back to...to make you remember not the incidents...but how you "felt" when you were there...