It's so sick!!!

If you're wondering what the title was talking of-in one word, it's "everything"...
Including me...infact me first thing...
God knows why I find myself doing only sick things these days...
When i'm supposed to study, considering how beautifully i've screwed up my second minors...I spend an entire day watching a match that India loses omprehensively, where even Rahul Dravid didnt last too long(though it was satisfactory, he's also human) , reading a novel i dont really like...and just plain thinking-the sickest part about which was that I have, or had, no idea of what i was thinking.
It happens too many times with me for the last few months now...It's routine for me to be doing nothing, and I actually like it, but this cluelessness abt nothingness is new and irritating

On top of it, things are going sooo wrong these days...esp today...

First i had those crappy lectures in the morning, then my treat was cancelled...then in the evening i had the first meeting of my club as a representative...Now I'm pretty serious and enthusiastic about my new job, because i love the work, even though for strictly "poltu" reasons i was never enthu about a formal "post".Anyway that's history It's something I wanna do, and do well. but my senior rep told me the time as 5:30, thouh it was actually 5:15. on my part i reached at 5:25, thats 5 minutes before time, but obviously i was late. Everybody must have thought I'm so irresponsible, unreliable and disinterested, especially Shalabh, my secy. I hardly know anyone there, and for the remaining part of the meeting, whatever was left, it was all so awkward and unpleasant.

On top of that, there are so many things in my head, so many things that are worrying me like hell!!!

Posters, lab tests and quizzes add to the fury anyway.

And see, this is what I end up with...a sick post.

God save me!!!