MANia

They say to drive a man crazy, give him a woman to deal with. And to drive a woman crazier, give her approximately two men (one's usually an ineffective dosage).

I'm dead sure it's a doctrine God believes in firmly, but I'm not so sure if God is aware how insanely crazy I already am, without the additional input...
...sigh...so well, I am going nuts, thank you. Regulars on this space would ask, so what's new? Well, craziness pushed to the limit could be hazardous to health...not mine, but perhaps YOURS, or somebody else's, but it sure is.

And the reasons for this are MANifold. Now I won't lie...men generally are very interesting characters, and universally agreed posts for the most 'interesting' ones go to friends' brothers and brother's friends ... [;-)] And of course, if women weren't fools enough to find men interesting this world wouldn't exist, so as I say this co-existence, interest, interaction business is a necessary stupidity, from both sides. However, excess of anything is bad. :)

Therefore, while at one hand there's the regular supply of unknown Cyber Despos that's picked up on flowrate in recent times to contend with and shoo away, there's also characters in real life that you keep running into,including Boss and colleagues, and worst of all, the nice sweet men in my life have all turned wayward too.
Ab main jaoon to kahan jaaoon

Sample this:

• Best Friend has been really really angry with me for 2.5 weeks now, with no hope of a patch-up. He hates me now, for reasons that are probably 100% right, for he knows me better than most people. But it hurts, really bad, and I miss him a LOT. What's worse was we fought the night before I was planning to clear out misunderstandings with him, but now I realise some of those misunderstandings have become permanent, and I'm not going to get a hearing or a chance. Yeah I am the mean pretentious bitch, but it still hurts. Yet all I want is his peace, but nobody knows how it feels...
• Mr. BoyFriend is silly silly too (oh yes, I still have one). One day he's extra caring, and that in his mathematics suffices for a month...so now he is extra busy lazing around doing nothing in vacations, and therefore has no time, reason or sees a point in a 2minute a day phone conversation. So it's upto me to miss him, and miss him some more, and try and call never for the phone to be answered and sulk and cry, while he can't understand why it annoys me. Theek hai deal with it honey...hota hai and he's still a sweety. Tujhe kaunsa koi aur milne wala hai [:P]
• Bro has no time off from his vacationing, friends and gaming. Yet ma wants me to somehow get him to study an hour a day, and he can never make it beyond 20 minutes that also with me "teaching". Cajole him!!! Ahh.......
• Dad is as hyper as ever. And inquisitive. And doesn't even let me sleep enough. Staying at home is very very boring folks.
• All other friends(both sexes) are in short supply, and usually away and missing from action.

Hmm...so insert curse to vacations and plee to God here. :-)
And oh yes, before you jump on to your conclusion, here's my bottomline. I love BestFriend, BoyFriend, Dad, Bro and all other friends are lot, and they're sweethearts no doubt, but dude, has everybody got to behave like that with me all at once!
Phew...=((